taking drastic measures. i’m gonna do everything i can to get the guts to talk to a legit therapist. something’s wrong with me. no matter what i do, i fuck up and can’t be happy. i’m beginning to think i’m seriously either bi-polar or (worse) CLINICALLY DEPRESSED. after discovering one of my closest friends has been clinically depressed since 6th grade (and you would have no idea she is), i see it might be possible for me to be depressed.
